How do you despise and miss someone at the same time? Is it because I’m so comfortable with my life or because I truly still love him? Should I follow my mind or my heart? My mind and my heart are pulling me in two totally different directions. Following my heart is what got me here. Bloggers can you help me out?
There’s never the right time to say goodbye……….its hard but i gotta do it………………….I must say goobye
Hello Bloggers,
I decide that I would give you all a little insight on why I decide to start this blog. I have been going through a lot these last two years, it seems a though there has been nonstop drama in my life. I’ve made up my mind that in 2012 I’m putting a stop to all of it even if that includes deleting people from my life that i really and truly care about. I figure if they don’t have my best interest at heart than they don’t need to be in my life.
With that being said here’s a little about me. I’m 26 soon to be 27 year old women of two children, my prince Caden who’s five and miss diva Kiley who’s 13 months. I was in a relationship with my kids’ dad since I was eighteen years old up until recently. I’ve stuck by him through thick, thin, good and bad. Eight years and two beautiful kids later we’re done. I know it going to be tough for me and the kids to get through this breakup because we were so use to our life style. I’m a strong woman so I know we are going to come out on top. My God-sister suggested to me that I should start an online diary or blog to release all the feelings that I have bottle up and it may help me get through this tough time in my life.
Long story short this is the ending to one chapter and the beginning to another one in my book called life. The saying goes you have to close one door before you open another, so I’m trying so hard to close this Chapter: My unhappy, lonely miserably life; so I can start the Chapter: Getting my happy back.
The process has to start somewhere. Feel free to ask any question, make any comment, give any advice or constructive criticism.
